I honestly don’t know what to talk about; I’m out of ideas at this point. I hope we don’t have to do these blogs over the break because i won’t honestly. I wonder if you read them I feel like you glance at it and be like oh. I don’t know how many sentences I have right now, but ill get there. I can’t wait for Christmas; it’s going to be great. I love the joy in holidays how peoples are so happy for one day. If only they could be that positive on the daily. Anyways today I had sonic, and it was great. I also recently finished my show izombie, and I wanted to cry because it’s over. I like shows over movies. I just made ten sentences talking randomly now. I feel very accomplished.

Concert band has recently started with the end or marching season. I now put away my baritone for a euphonium, which is technically different instruments, but it is the same. A baritone is a marching instrument. These three valves and the bell points out.Euphonium is for concert band, and it has four valves, and the bell points up. Those are a couple of things that are different. Concert band is more precise; every sound and dynamic has to be very specific. Also, when concert band starts solo and ensemble starts.Solo and Ensemble is a competition where like you get a small group of instruments like yours play a song. Therefore an ensemble I’m going to do is baritone and tuba, so two baritone and two tubas each person plays different parts. The best players who have better rang plays the first part while the other plays second. I am the top euphonium, so I get first part, and Adrian, a tuba player, plays first for his instrument. This helps us with playing individually and more precise.Concert band is an excellent experience like anything else, and I love it.

We all know I’m friends with almost half the school.I’m the girl that talks to everyone and that everyone wants to be friends with. I mean its great I know a lot of people so I ave connections everywhere. Therefore what makes me who I am it’s simple. First, I’m well versed in everything; i know about everything from sports t nails so I can talk to anyone about anything. Second im confident people love confidence i mean, who doesn’t it’s attractive and exciting along with overpowering, so when someone sees me doing something wild or crazy, they think hey she is fun, she seems cool. The third is trust no matter who it is or what they did; you are supposed to be, therefore them.Never tell someone else secrets because then you lose all credibility.Fourth, never get into arguments or other people’s drama, and of course, never pick aside. It never works out well. Lastly, to be everyone’s friend is very lonely, like me. No one knows me. Everyone knows different parts, but I never get close to people, so there’s no way they can hurt me if they don’t know anything about me.

I am so exhausted and tired of school already and so happy we are about to be on break.I don’t understand teachers. One, you make us work every day without letting us talk to our friends. On top of that, you send us home with homework, even though we have been at school for hours we still have to spend our free time on homework. You have to understand we get exsuasted, stressed, and overwhelmed because we have to do all this work for every teacher and not have time for ourselves, which is essential. Then when we fall asleep in class or don’t do homework, it’s on us no we try to do what we can, and we are going to be good at every single subject or lesson.
An example is I was great in biology and algebra. That was a walk in the park for me, but now chemistry and geometry I struggle, but I’m supposedly dumb because i don’t know how to do most of the things in there. I still have to figure it out, or I’m going to fail, which makes everything even harder. I gave up on school in the 8th-grade .i used to be so smart I still am, but I don’t like trying. People like my teachers and my friends think I’m dumb, which I act like, for I don’t have to put any effort into anything. I’ve started settling for barely passing, and I hate it. It’s crazy because i despise school so much I dislike the classes and going but im, not the only one it’s every high schooler.

One day my friend asked some people in band if they want to do secret Santa. Therefore half of the band wanted to be in it, so we start picking names. I picked Maria. She is a junior and plays baritone like me. I’ve known for about two years. Besides that point, I was nervous about who got me in secret Santa. I asked my friend Katherine who organized it who got me, and then after that moment, some things changed. She said a guy whose name I won’t say got me, and he was happy and excited, and I’m wondering why would he be those things we never talk. She answers with his friend said that he likes you. I think that’s crazy because you know we never talk .we know each other but never really conversated, but the bad thing is he is a senior. Now that I know that I notice and see him but nothing will probably happen because marching seasons over. Therefore I only see him 1st period and during passing period going to 9th also passing period going to 5th.Either way, band relationships work better during marching band, and I don’t think I like him.I’m just curious about what he is going to get me, and I needed content to write about.

My everyday life is somewhat crazy and amazing.I’m not only known by almost half the school, but I talk to all of them. Each person is different, and it fascinates me. Also, every person sees me differently and have different stories with me. I love it, though, because ill never be alone ill always have someone. Like today two vikingettes were fighting over me to dance with one of them. The thing is its good to be friends and be cool with everyone because then everything is easier. At the same time, I also wonder how do I have so many friends? What do I do to draw people towards me? Maybe it’s because I’m kind who knows they could have felt my energy. There’s more in my life than just talking about being known.

NDHS is an okay school there unorganized, underfunded, and bland. Don’t get me wrong I love my school, but oh my gosh, it’s so bad. First there very disorganized like the collegiate academy is barely holding it together. When they set up school events or announce games, they announce it the day of.No parent is going to let their kid go the day of an event like come on. Secondly, there so underfunded all the extracurriculars like the band doesn’t have things they need like some equipment would be great. It’s not just us. Its all extracurricular activities at Ndhs .Even the sports struggle because of everyone practices in the same field, and you can’t even see the yard lines on the field. Third there so dull like on Halloween we couldn’t dress up and our spirit week themes were terrible.Barely anyone goes to games or dances because they know it’s going to be bad and boring. That’s the truth about North Dallas High School.

Education is the first step in our society. Yes, you can be successful without education. Now I agree with school I might not like it, but it’s essential to our generation. That brings up the point of why are we learning useless topics? The truth is we don’t need world history or biology in our everyday life. Either way, we still have to take it and pass it to get to the next grade. The only reason we go to school is to better our chances in life and at that one thing called success. It’s said if you’re the top of your class, you can get into any college you want. You can get an academic scholarship and more acceptance letters. That’s why academics and your education is vital in many ways. Your future is significant, and education adds to that.

Many times I think my need to make a lot of friends is tied to my fear of being forgotten. Almost all my life, I wasn’t seen I was invisible to my family and my friends. Until I moved to Dallas, and I changed myself, and I became me. I don’t know why that is one of my fears. It’s not like if you leave me in the car, I’m going to panic its more general like my fear of failing.I’m in the collegiate. Every day I’m scared of ruining everything I need this because i have no idea what I want to do after high school, so if I have a degree, I won’t disappoint my family and be like most of them. I don’t know if jst scared of not passing my classes and not passing the staar and not passing sophomore year then not graduating or becoming successful. I’ve seen most of my family struggle for things and money. I don’t want to be like that; I want to help them and live a good life. Therefore I’m scared every day at every second that I’m going to mess something up.

I’ve never really been one to show emotions to anyone.No one has ever seen me cry sept at funerals. Which accured a lot over the past three years, my aunt, uncle, and grandpa died. Then my other uncle found out he has cancer, so maybe another one soon.I’m not one to have people close to me. I’m usually the person that cares for everyone else and makes everyone else happy. It’s weird because everyone perceives me as always happy, which I usually am, but then again, I’m generally in my head thinking. I don’t trust anyone, and I hate being vulnerable. The one thing I love is making people happy its the best thing ever. Telling someone they’re beautiful, and seeing their smile and face light up is astonishing. Even making someone laugh or make there day a little bit better, I love it.I’m also an angry/empty person from time to time, but all it takes is a cooldown, and I’m back to my regular self. I usually lay in the dark and listen to music or close my eyes, and think to myself. I have come such a long way from who I used to be old me would be in awe of who I am now. I used to be depressed and shy and that one lonely girl now I know everyone, and I’m the loudest one. Anyways I’m an old soul, and I’m wise in many ways. That’s why I know a lot of things about life in general. All in all, there is a sneak peek into my mind i didn’t really dent the surface because my mind is a maze, but there it is.